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This just makes everything feel so worth it.

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hey guise. i wanna update on my life. but then again, i dont want to tell you guys everything. I just dont want people to gossip about me. ( I know im sensitive lol).
But there are some things that I wanna tell you.
I have a huge secret.
I have a Youtube Account called "Zimsness". Check it out. I'm a Beauty Guru :)
I'm actually the first beauty guru from Brunei on Youtube. I'm planning to tell people on Facebook once I hit 1000 subbies. ( I know news spread fast in Brunei).
For now, most of my subscribers are from the US. I have a few from Canada and France.
 Maybe you think that this is stupid but I actually enjoy making videos.It's like my new-found hobby. Since I like to keep secrets, I tend to get hurt and be depressed. But I have a support system on Youtube. They help me to feel better.
(and if you're being an ASSHOLE and thinking "mygawd zims, dont u have anything better to do. just study" well bitch i have my own schedule)
btw i knw i like to curse but thats just the way I am so, sorry.


So anyways, dont forget to subscribe if you have a youtube account :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/Zimsness

and click to see my NEWEST video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4vaelYzx2o&list=UU7jRBcvtd_e9kgPprWwubig&feature=plcp
and! major news!
I have BRACES  ON NOW!
OMGGGGGG!!!!

I know right, surprise, surprise.

actually I dont feel anything. I dont feel excited. lol.
but I feel more confident smilingmore than before.

Tomorrow, my life (or should I say lifestyle..um,,not life is better) is going to change forever. Only my close friends and family members know about  this. I wanna tell my readers but I don't want people I don't trust to know.

Hmm, Im just going to act cool and act like a tough cookie tomorrow. I'd be lying if I said I'm not nervous.

What will happen? Will I shed more tears than before?

We'll just see....



xx

hey guise, so the olevel results came out already.
im not happy obvs but whatevs im gonna do good for alevel. and i secretly want everyone who is happy to be hit by a bus.

lol.

ok ok.


i got more than 6000+ views on youtube for my appworld blackberry tips video thingy yay!!!
and also! im so obsessed with beauty now! it all started in October...when i watched all these beauty gurus on youtube...
since then, i became a makeup junkie. *DUN DUN DUN*

lols, anyway im gonna spend my hundred bucks (from olevel) to buy makeup at Shop @ Sarah (they have friggin everything but they kinda like to rip people off..well..not literally) and this jewelry heaven shop at times square (i forget whats the name of the store) and dbrandon at kiulap and etude house and holika holika and body shop and and and!!!! phew i need to stop! plus i wont have nuff to buy all that lol...

Labels: makeup beauty guru communtiy collection storage ideas tips youtube olevel bullshitz obsession makeupjunkie brunei top blogger yeah right jk chillax bro

so the topic for today is....boys..
yeah yeah i know i've been avoiding boys for a while now..I didn't want to be distracted from my studies. No boyfriends last year(cmon I'm a teenage girl of  course I like to experiment a little bit) and nothing has changed. I realised that boys don't distract me AT ALL.I still have the same weird habits lol .

so thats why I think I should give this year a try (sorry if im being cheesy, awkward and stuff). So I liked this guy but I was not sure if he was the right one (cheesy i know) so I avoided him but everyday I saw him on fb and stuff I felt weird and mushy inside lol..so after a while...i developed a sense of confidence in myself and something was telling me to just go with the flow, i mean who said I can't date? who said I can't be happy? right? who are you to tell me how should I feel and do?

(lol im so lame :p)
(ok so im not going to tell you who he is like is he my friend,ex, cousin,or bff)

so i talked to him for a little bit and fell in love all over again(well not like that i-love-you-so-much-i'd-drown-just-to-save-you kinda thing)

fast-forward........... was going to tell him I liked him.......
until this happened...........
he has a girlfriend?
........................................................
ugh it burns.

and i secretly liked this ANOTHER guy since half of last year. he's from my school and a year older.(dats all im going to dish out)
and i saw him during the time we were doing the olevels exam thingy.and my first impression was..."oh he's sooo cute"

fast forward.....
he has a gf..

 and ok i notice something everytime we walk pass by each other...he always stares at me and i feel so weird inside lol :p and after that happened i always try to make my eyes look bigger to appear more dolly-like(yes an embarrassing fact)

but anyway..
aaaa... i dont know the conclusion for this post is..lol totally pointless...anyway my body aches right now after spinning at fitness zone and i wanna pee so bad right now so bye


(oh today's friday the 13th..the irony..)
p/s:wtf a sad post for 2012
p/p/s:what the frickery..i've beeen Blogging for 4 years BRO!)
p/p/p/s: I'm like into beauty now (fashion...not so much) its a weird transition! i collect makeup like crazy now and shop online alot -,- ugh someone stop me..this obsession is devouring me..anyway will post a pic of my makeup storage in the next post.. &i shud srsly pee now..

Labels: boys boyfriends happiness breakups emo chessy exes weird

Just feel like typing today...
im so sad...very sad.
 people don't know how depressed I am..
hmph...
sometimes you have to take things seriously...and it's not some kind of sick joke...

will post all about the tech stuff I got. and some makeup stuff, mostly makeup. 

bro's psr results....I hope he'll get good grades...

I went to my room and threw my clothes and accessories on the floor...

my room's messy now but I don't care. I don't feel like eating too..

So sad... I should listen to Birdy's songs now.....

Labels: skinny love sad depressed

Heyyyyyaaaa!

I promised to post about my new blackberry and my polaroid camera right? well....... here it is!

P/S : after this im gna tell my blackberry secrets! <3

MY BLACKBERRY TORCH 9800!

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  I checked the price at www.qqestore.com, and it was about $700 + and was nearly $800. So I went to DeeJay Store at Gadong to buy it. I was quite suprised when I saw the price. It was about $600 +.  So yeah hehe. It came with a CD, charger, USB and headsets. Originally I wanted to buy the 9780 model but when I compared that with Torch, I was like 'torch is SOLD' 'cos obviously torch has touchscreen, qwerty keypad, and optical trackpad. AWESOME. and hey  IT HAS A BIGGER SCREEN too.
  
  Anyhoo...even though IPhone 4 and android phones are the rage right now lets not forget the celebrities who are sporting BLACKBERRY phones:)
  
  
  
  
  
  WHITNEY PORT
  
  
  
  CHERYL COLE
  
  
  
  
  
  MARY-KATE OLSEN
  
  
  
  ASHLEY TISDALE
  
  
  
  PARIS HILTON
  
  
  
  
  
  
  XIAXUE
  
  and britney spears, oprah winfrey, hilary duff  and the list goes on~
  
  
  OK ENOUGH ABOUT THAT...NOW LETS SEE MY POLAROID!!!!!
  TADAAAA!
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  and it came in a box....
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  ABOVE PICTURE: BB PACKAGE (forgot to post hehe)

SOOOO YEAH~

yeah yeah everything is ON APPWORLD. but here's the problem MOST COUNTRIES CANNOT ACCESS APPWORLD. BUMMER.

but here's the thing I researched...and I read that if you have WI-Fi using other country's line i think (which has access to appworld)  then you can access appworld. and if your country can already access appworld, then you'll need a data plan (to access mobile internet connection) OR Wi-fi. so good for you!


oh and! lets say you don't want a stupid retarded data plan 'cos you think it's expensive then don't get it! you still can call people, text, etc....and if u want to use internet use WI-Fi DUH!


ok ok...so lets get straight to the point...


Lets say you cant access APPWORLD..what do you do???? YOUR  LIFE IS OVER.... YOUR PHONE IS DEAD BORING!!!!!

6 BlackBerry Apps to Cure iPhone Envy

Labels: apps, appworld, bday, blackberry, bplay, cake, carrot, games, gifts, iphone envy bullshit, mashable, mobihand, musthave, party, polaroid, secrets, torch

Yeah, yeah. ''Don't mess with me''. People always say that online, it's like to show that they are powerful or something. But in real life, they are not. It's kind of pathetic. Sure, I admit I say that all the time but I really mean it. If you've got something to say, say it to my face.

I don't like it when people try to argue with me online. Seriously. Even though I'm a girl, I'd punch you if I saw you.

So easy to talk big online. I bet you are a mousy little fucker in real life.Show your fucking face so that when I see you, I can be the one administering the slap.

Sorry ppl :) I just have to rant cos' people are so bitchy nowadays. They think they are perfect and they know it all. They claim they have GOOD INTENTIONS but they don't. Seriously get a life. What do you say? You have one? Well get a better one.

I AM a NICE person actually. A VERY NICE person. If you're nice to me, I'm nice to you. If you're not, just watch out :)

I just finished Physics Past Year Paper 2010! YAY! I have this exam tomorrow so yeah...


THIS BLOG POST IS DEDICATED TO TWO DOUCHEBAGS WHO MADE ME TOTALLY PISSED THIS MORNING :)
One boy and one girl to be exact :) I hope I' don't have to deal with these jerks, goody two-shoes, fake, wannabe, angelic to people 's eyes kind of peeps.

Maybe I'll continue posting stuff  after my qualifying exams end! :)

p/s: I GOT MY BLACKBERRY AND POLAROID ALREADY! i think i got it at the beginning of July :) WILL POST ALL ABOUT IT SOON('cos you know, i always post about technology stuff i got). SO JUST KEEP CHECKIN' :)

p/p/s: "Dear July Princess, dont forget to come and collect your birthday gift at ETUDE HOUSE TIMES SQUARE before 31st of July... Thank you!" YES THAT'S RIGHT. My fave brand of makeup! They sent that text to me so THANK YOU BACK!

PEACE OUT.

Labels: bitches go die in hell, blackberry, douchebaggery, etude house, exam, haters, polaroid

Dear Sultan,
I want to wish you Happy Birthday. You have lived for 65 years. Congrats.
I want to tell you that I admire you a lot. For a few reasons actually. Firstly, I admire you for handling this country so well. Your dad must be proud. No war, free medical stuff.
Thank you for making us feel comfortable in our country. Thank you for saving people's lives everyday. Secondly, I admire you because you are so humble, kind, helpful and not racist. You don't care about people's class. Even though you're mad rich, one of the richest man in the world. And I have to say, the palace looks amazing,and your private jet and your collection of cars are pretty cool. Anyway, thank you for always responding to my little waves since I was little.


Thirdly,I admire you because your birthdate is quite near to my birthdate. 13th July, 1995. Yup. 13, the unlucky number. But its lucky for Taylor Swift obviously. When your birthday is coming, people will like put those colourful lights at bandar right? Well for all these years, those lights always make me happy. I know its silly, but I feel like everyone in Brunei is celebrating my birthday too. I feel special and I feel loved. I never feel lonely on my birthday. Never. Oh and thank you for always smiling and making people feel better 'cos of course maybe some days you feel like crap. I am just a
16 year old girl(just turned 16) who really appreciate you and think that you make a difference to Brunei and the world. I want you to know you are a role model for everyone and will always be.I really like you as a person, not like the MOE people, I don't like them, they are secretly horrible. They don't know that they might ruin someone else's future because hey kids are just experiments. They don't have to worry about anything because they have already secured jobs. I don't think they have hearts at all. Anyway, thank you for always raising me from the ground. May Allah bless you. And I know you'll go to heaven. I just know.


SINCERELY FROM A TYPICAL TEENAGER

P/s: I'll miss you if you step down from your throne. I will really be upset. No more lights too. But I trust your son.


and to pay a tribute to you... I'll post something about you below :)

Sultan of Brunei, Hassan al Bolkiah Mu’izzaddin Waddaulah, (born 15 July 1946) is the 29th Sultan of Brunei, the eldest son of Omar Ali Saifuddien III, the previous Sultan of Brunei, and Pengiran Anak Damit. Total expected worth of Sultan is about $22 billion, 36 times more than the Queen of England. The Sultan who inherited the riches of an unbroken 600-year-old Muslim dynasty.

Apart from essentially running Brunei, Bolkiah makes time to focus on his collection of automobiles. Sultan of Brunei has one of the largest car collections in world- about 7000.

Labels: brunei, brunei darussalam, sultan, thank you