breaking dawn❤

boys boys boys

2012-01-13T09:19:00.000-08:00

so the topic for today is....boys..
yeah yeah i know i've been avoiding boys for a while now..I didn't want to be distracted from my studies. No boyfriends last year(cmon I'm a teenage girl of course I like to experiment a little bit) and nothing has changed. I realised that boys don't distract me AT ALL.I still have the same weird habits lol .

so thats why I think I should give this year a try (sorry if im being cheesy, awkward and stuff). So I liked this guy but I was not sure if he was the right one (cheesy i know) so I avoided him but everyday I saw him on fb and stuff I felt weird and mushy inside lol..so after a while...i developed a sense of confidence in myself and something was telling me to just go with the flow, i mean who said I can't date? who said I can't be happy? right? who are you to tell me how should I feel and do?

(lol im so lame :p)
(ok so im not going to tell you who he is like is he my friend,ex, cousin,or bff)

so i talked to him for a little bit and fell in love all over again(well not like that i-love-you-so-much-i'd-drown-just-to-save-you kinda thing)

fast-forward........... was going to tell him I liked him.......
until this happened...........
he has a girlfriend?
........................................................
ugh it burns.

and i secretly liked this ANOTHER guy since half of last year. he's from my school and a year older.(dats all im going to dish out)
and i saw him during the time we were doing the olevels exam thingy.and my first impression was..."oh he's sooo cute"

fast forward.....
he has a gf..

and ok i notice something everytime we walk pass by each other...he always stares at me and i feel so weird inside lol :p and after that happened i always try to make my eyes look bigger to appear more dolly-like(yes an embarrassing fact)

but anyway..
aaaa... i dont know the conclusion for this post is..lol totally pointless...anyway my body aches right now after spinning at fitness zone and i wanna pee so bad right now so bye

(oh today's friday the 13th..the irony..)
p/s:wtf a sad post for 2012
p/p/s:what the frickery..i've beeen Blogging for 4 years BRO!)
p/p/p/s: I'm like into beauty now (fashion...not so much) its a weird transition! i collect makeup like crazy now and shop online alot -,- ugh someone stop me..this obsession is devouring me..anyway will post a pic of my makeup storage in the next post.. &i shud srsly pee now..

skinny love

2011-11-14T00:19:00.000-08:00

Just feel like typing today...
im so sad...very sad.
people don't know how depressed I am..
hmph...
sometimes you have to take things seriously...and it's not some kind of sick joke...

~~will post all about the tech stuff I got. and some makeup stuff, mostly makeup.~~

bro's psr results....I hope he'll get good grades...

I went to my room and threw my clothes and accessories on the floor...

my room's messy now but I don't care. I don't feel like eating too..

So sad... I should listen to Birdy's songs now.....

What teens should have on their Blackberry phones ( plus my bday party + gifts + cake! )

2011-08-07T20:43:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyyaaaa!

I promised to post about my new blackberry and my polaroid camera right? well....... here it is!

P/S : after this im gna tell my blackberry secrets! <3

MY BLACKBERRY TORCH 9800!

SOOOO YEAH~

NOW IM GNA SHARE MY SECRETS TO ALL BLACKBERRY USERS~ mainly about APPS and GAMES and THEMES.

yeah yeah everything is ON APPWORLD. but here's the problem MOST COUNTRIES CANNOT ACCESS APPWORLD. BUMMER.

but here's the thing I researched...and I read that if you have WI-Fi using other country's line i think (which has access to appworld) then you can access appworld. and if your country can already access appworld, then you'll need a data plan (to access mobile internet connection) OR Wi-fi. so good for you!

oh and! lets say you don't want a stupid retarded data plan 'cos you think it's expensive then don't get it! you still can call people, text, etc....and if u want to use internet use WI-Fi DUH!

ok ok...so lets get straight to the point...

Lets say you cant access APPWORLD..what do you do???? YOUR LIFE IS OVER.... YOUR PHONE IS DEAD BORING!!!!!

WRONGGGGGG!!!

Here are some websites you could use to get apps, games and themes: (if you cant access appworld but if you can then feel free to use them)

FOR APPS: (p/s: USE YOUR BLACKBERRY BROWSER KAYY?)

-www.mobihand.com

-m.bplay.com

-m.getjar.com

FOR GAMES:

-www.mobihand.com

-m.bplay.com

-www.umnet.com(Computer/Laptop Browser) then go to m.umnet.com on your BB browser and fill in the code to download it ON THE AIR(direct download) p/s: make sure the screen resolution is same like your blackberry or it wont work.

FOR THEMES:

-www.mobihand,com

-http://www.nancydrewthemes.com/

and some more...I forgot....

there is this website for hello kitty themes but i forgot LOL

oh whatever just check Crackberry forums dont be lazy!

BASICALLY, most of these apps,games, themes are NOT FREE. so use a credit card!!!!!

AND HERE ARE SOME OTA (ON THE AIR) LINKS! where u can directly download through ur phone!

http://www.berryreview.com/ota-links/

JUST CLICK THE LINK! :)

IMPORTANT: mobihand.com has REVIEWS SO THATS AWESOME but m.bplay.com doesn't so be careful~ but no worries m.bplay.com has awesome original games.

FIRST OF ALL. I JUST WANNA SAY ....''YOU LACK BB KNOWLEDGE MASAHABLE''

yes..yes.. i saw an article on MASHABLE.COM by SARAH KESSLER called

6 BlackBerry Apps to Cure iPhone Envy

and i read it and said WHAT THE FRYING FUCK. Just read it to understand.

Here's the link:

http://mashable.com/2010/09/05/blackberry-apps-iphone-envy/

HOW STUPID. REALLY. BLACKBERRY IS NOT THAT DULL.

ANYWAY many people especially IPHONE users commented some pretty harsh things about blackberry. why you rude bitches.

whatevs.

and nowwwwwww.... IM GONNA SHOW YOU THE APPS and GAMES YOU SHOULD HAVE ON YOUR BLACKBERRY~ (ESPECIALLY FOR TEENAGERS)

P/S: BE SURE TO CHECK POTRAIT MODE, if it looks weird that means it should be in LANDSCAPE MODE GEDDDDITTTT??? GOOD.

1)Blackberry Messenger

2)Social Feeds

3)Foursquare

4)Tumblr

5)Facebook

6)Twitter

7)WhatsApp

8)MySpace

9)Toss It! (Game)

10)Angry Farm (Game)

11)Jeweled (Game)

12)Catapult (Game)

13)Pinball Deluxe (Game)

14)The Sims 3 (Game Obvs)

15)SuperSpaceHero (Game)

16)Doodle Jump (Game)

17)Diner Dash Flo On The Go (Game)

18)The Sims 3 World Adventures (Game)

wait... I need a moment...everything is aching~ sooo many stuff to write~

19)Droplitz Delight (Game)

20)Trivial Pursuit (Game)

21)Chocolate Shop Frenzy (Game)

22)Crazy Penguins (Game)

23)Burger Rush (Game)

24) Puzzlings (Game)

25)Where's Waldo? (Game)

26)Sallys Spa (Game)

27)Where's Waldo? In Hollywood (Game)

28)Cake Mania- Celebrity Chef (Game)

29)Vlingo

30)Bubble Birds (Game)

31)Farm Frenzy (Game)

32)Surviving High School 2011 (Game-my personal fave)

33)Pikubo

34)Roller Rev 99 (Game)

35)World Sleuth (Game)

36) Humans vs Aliens (Game)

37)Snake (Game)

38)Vision For YouTube

39)Pacman (Game)

40)NinjaFruitBash (Game)

41)Bubble Burst Free (Game)

42)Ninja Shooter (Game)

43)Screen Mucher (app-personal fave)

44)Bowling Superstars (but check out Mobihand.com's version..WAYYY BETTER than m.bplay.com's version) (Game)

45)Finger Trap (Game)

46)Photo Translator

47)Threaded SMS

48)Talking Kitty

49)Boa (Game)

50)PhotoBooth

51)Lenspresso (Photo Editor)

52)Poynt

53)BeBuzz(change LED lights-personal fave 'cos at first i was like 'whats the big deal? boring! but then i tried it out and... HEAVENNNNN~~ *angel lights with dramatic music* you just have to buy it to experience it )

54)PixTrix (Photo Editor) (for a vintage feel)

55)YouTube

56)Nimbuzz

57)Labyrinth 2 (Game)

58)Wizard's Dungeon (Game)

59)Bolt

60)Shazam

61)I-nigma (to scan BARCODES)

62)Student Dictionary (Handy for school)

63)Pandora

64)Amazon.com App

65)DailyHoroscope(personal fave)

66)Snaptu (personal fave. even though u hv wifi, u'll still need a data plan to access the Facebook App but with this..you can access Facebook with the same style like the original Facebook App for Blackberry)

67)Opera Mini

68)Lookout Mobile Security (when you lose you phone, it will track where ur phone is)

69)Flip Coin (comes in handy with friends hehe :p)

70)Theme Store App

71)Google Mobile App

72)PhotoEditor by Pepper.pk (only in app world) (for a vintage feel) (only in appworld :( )

73)Tower Bloxx NY (Game)

74)My Pet Store (Game)

75)Volcano Island (Game)

76)Cooking Mama (Game)

77)Brain Tester 2 (Game)

78)MTV's Star Factory (Game)

79)Atomix (Game)

80)OpenBeak (Twitter)

81)CrunchSMS

82)iSkoot for Skyoe

83)Tweeker (Twitter)

84)UberSocial (Twitter)

85)iBlocker Lite (Block your stupid annoying stalker callers)

86)Doodle Free (my personal fave)

87)PhotoStudio: Editor

88)PhotoEditorReColor

89)Dots(Game)

90)InstaPhoto (Photo Editor)

91)Yahoo! Messenger

92)App World

93)Windows Live Messenger

94)AOL Instant Messenger

95)Google Talk

PICS from my phone and yes yes yes I constantly change my THEME ok:

wow... i never realized... i have so many apps + games on my Blackberry. LOL.

sooo thats all I know...

and all the links can be found up there~~ the OTA LINKS and other links I had given. If you can't find it dont be lazy and just GOOGLE Duh!

e.g. ''Dots Game Blackberry Download" then click search. EASY PEAZY LEMON SQUEEZY!

and yes im a teenager who figured everything out in 2 months.

anyhow...im gna post pics that are associated with my bday now ... :D

my cake :)

My bestfriend, @Nfsyafiqah bought it. @NaadhirahMahmud asked me what flavour I liked and I said, "CARROT!!"

THEY FREAKIN SUPRISED ME AT SCHOOL! #happiestdayeva

THANKS @filzahali @nfsyafiqah @naadhirahmahmud @amyakob

you guys R the BEST!

here are my presents:

from my sis heheh and yes its size S

from Amy <3

My cousin, Tammy gave me this, there's a shawl inside.heheh

my bestfriend, @nfsyafiqah gave me this. 2 vintage rings inside. SHE KNWS I LOOOOOVE RINGS! <3

from @naadhirahmahmud <3 pink hoodie inside <3

she wrote something too <3

From Holika Hoilika Store :D

and from Etude House...

yes..yes...I SCREEN MUNCHED from some scenes in my vids doing a bday haul..

MY SECOND BDAY CAKE (celebrated at SWENSENS Gadong)

I asked the person who decorated the cake to write "HAPPY SWEET 16th HAZIMAH THE AWESOME" and that person responded with a smile hearing my crazy request.

me and @elmajara <3

what we ordered :

1st (LAMB CHOP)

2nd

3rd

4th

my blackberry torch and her iPhone 4

btw my dad PRANKED me and everyone else on my bday. he used the candles that he bought from a prank shop and put it on my cake! i tried blowing them a few times but they would not put off. even my cousins tried numerous times and i was like laughing my ass off ON THE FLOOR. Then when the party was over, my dad finally told me.. LOL.

click my monthly posts if you wanna read more about ma life :3
and yes yes you're welcome(for the bb post)

lots of love,
zims

Don't mess with the me.

2011-07-24T01:51:00.000-07:00

Yeah, yeah. ''Don't mess with me''. People always say that online, it's like to show that they are powerful or something. But in real life, they are not. It's kind of pathetic. Sure, I admit I say that all the time but I really mean it. If you've got something to say, say it to my face.

I don't like it when people try to argue with me online. Seriously. Even though I'm a girl, I'd punch you if I saw you.

So easy to talk big online. I bet you are a mousy little fucker in real life.Show your fucking face so that when I see you, I can be the one administering the slap.

Sorry ppl :) I just have to rant cos' people are so bitchy nowadays. They think they are perfect and they know it all. They claim they have GOOD INTENTIONS but they don't. Seriously get a life. What do you say? You have one? Well get a better one.

I AM a NICE person actually. A VERY NICE person. If you're nice to me, I'm nice to you. If you're not, just watch out :)

I just finished Physics Past Year Paper 2010! YAY! I have this exam tomorrow so yeah...

THIS BLOG POST IS DEDICATED TO TWO DOUCHEBAGS WHO MADE ME TOTALLY PISSED THIS MORNING :)
One boy and one girl to be exact :) I hope I' don't have to deal with these jerks, goody two-shoes, fake, wannabe, angelic to people 's eyes kind of peeps.

Maybe I'll continue posting stuff after my qualifying exams end! :)

p/s: I GOT MY BLACKBERRY AND POLAROID ALREADY! i think i got it at the beginning of July :) WILL POST ALL ABOUT IT SOON('cos you know, i always post about technology stuff i got). SO JUST KEEP CHECKIN' :)

p/p/s: "Dear July Princess, dont forget to come and collect your birthday gift at ETUDE HOUSE TIMES SQUARE before 31st of July... Thank you!" YES THAT'S RIGHT. My fave brand of makeup! They sent that text to me so THANK YOU BACK!

PEACE OUT.

To Sultan Of Brunei

2011-07-16T01:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Sultan,
I want to wish you Happy Birthday. You have lived for 65 years. Congrats.
I want to tell you that I admire you a lot. For a few reasons actually. Firstly, I admire you for handling this country so well. Your dad must be proud. No war, free medical stuff.
Thank you for making us feel comfortable in our country. Thank you for saving people's lives everyday. Secondly, I admire you because you are so humble, kind, helpful and not racist. You don't care about people's class. Even though you're mad rich, one of the richest man in the world. And I have to say, the palace looks amazing,and your private jet and your collection of cars are pretty cool. Anyway, thank you for always responding to my little waves since I was little.

Thirdly,I admire you because your birthdate is quite near to my birthdate. 13th July, 1995. Yup. 13, the unlucky number. But its lucky for Taylor Swift obviously. When your birthday is coming, people will like put those colourful lights at bandar right? Well for all these years, those lights always make me happy. I know its silly, but I feel like everyone in Brunei is celebrating my birthday too. I feel special and I feel loved. I never feel lonely on my birthday. Never. Oh and thank you for always smiling and making people feel better 'cos of course maybe some days you feel like crap. I am just a
16 year old girl(just turned 16) who really appreciate you and think that you make a difference to Brunei and the world. I want you to know you are a role model for everyone and will always be.I really like you as a person, not like the MOE people, I don't like them, they are secretly horrible. They don't know that they might ruin someone else's future because hey kids are just experiments. They don't have to worry about anything because they have already secured jobs. I don't think they have hearts at all. Anyway, thank you for always raising me from the ground. May Allah bless you. And I know you'll go to heaven. I just know.

SINCERELY FROM A TYPICAL TEENAGER

P/s: I'll miss you if you step down from your throne. I will really be upset. No more lights too. But I trust your son.

and to pay a tribute to you... I'll post something about you below :)

Sultan of Brunei, Hassan al Bolkiah Mu’izzaddin Waddaulah, (born 15 July 1946) is the 29th Sultan of Brunei, the eldest son of Omar Ali Saifuddien III, the previous Sultan of Brunei, and Pengiran Anak Damit. Total expected worth of Sultan is about $22 billion, 36 times more than the Queen of England. The Sultan who inherited the riches of an unbroken 600-year-old Muslim dynasty.

Apart from essentially running Brunei, Bolkiah makes time to focus on his collection of automobiles. Sultan of Brunei has one of the largest car collections in world- about 7000.

HEY GUISE. [YAY 2011]

2011-05-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

Sorry for abandoning this blog for a few months. LIKE 8 Months already! I've been lazy to update this blog since I have a lot of things on my hands right now. I've been stressing out on school. I'm going to have my 0 level exam this year. I've been attending tuitions for 4 months now. Tuitions for Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Maths, Ad.Maths. I want to have tuition for B.M. too but I'm too exhausted now.

On Monday- go home after school at 3 PM. Then 7-9.30PM , I have Biology

On Tuesday- go home after school at 3PM. Then 6.15-7.30 PM , I have Ad.Maths. 7.30-9.30PM, I have Chemistry.

On Wednesday-go home after school at 2.30PM. Then 6.15-7.30PM, I have Maths. Yay Then go home and watch 'Smile Again' on KBS World. My fave series in THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

On Thursday- I don't want tuitions on this day 'cos I have Yoga! & Yoga makes my body aches.

On Friday- MY FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK. 'FREE DAY'. I wake up late and then maybe finish some homework. I used to have Ad.Maths from 8-11.30AM on Friday but I quit & change to other tuition place for shorter time and different day, well hello! this is my free day!

On Saturday- go home after school at 3PM, 6.15-7.30PM, I have Ad.Maths.

On Sunday- I have Physics, at 8-11.30AM. Then I have Maths at 6.15-7.30PM.

So yeah....

hectic..

and i've been really stressed about my onlineshop too -.-'' like STFU!!!! so its inactive right now.

Anyway! what I'm EXCITED about this year .......

*drum rolls*

1) Got my DSLR camera!

2)Gonna get my Polaroid this June!

3) A new phone (maybe a Blackberry but I heard BB ppl need to use PRIMA?? LIKE WTF!) and IM SO BORED OF TOUCHSCREENS ALREADY! remember my LG KM900 Touchscree? ITS BORING! PLAIN and LOTS OF PROBS BUT ITS TOUGH, i dropped it like 20 times and its still good!

4)[WTF ALL OF THE ABOVE ARE TECHNOLOGIES LOL] KK! this June!! SHOPPING!

5) Hong Kong! Maybe this December. Not sure though 'cos my parents said we need to bring cousins along. so if our cousins don't want to waste $, we DON'T GO. This is not fair! why do we have to follow their stupid decision! THEY'RE NOT GAWD! U-HUH! [referring to the Ginger Have Souls video on Youtube]

6)My LOOKBOOK! I've been saving some inspirational pictures from lookbook too. I wanna be a stylist, or magazine editor[Anna Wintour from Vogue makes more than 2 million a year!], or the marketing editor or something! Fashion is my passion! I don't want to waste my life working and doing something I hate! I'd wake up feeling tortured for TH E REST OF MY FREAKIN' LIFE!

Anyway I am lost for ideas, for the 'What Im most excited about' thing. 'What Im NOT excited about'......there are tons!! I don't want to mention them. I'll get headaches from writing them. HUH.

Anyway lets talk about phones, my sister bought this HTC Desire HD for getting 7A 1B for her O Level Exam. OH YEAH! my sister's results! I forgot to blog about that. Anyway, she got A for Ad.Maths,Maths,Eco(?),Bio,Physics,English, B.M. I think she got 90+ for B.M,Ad.Maths & Maths. and my cousin Tammy got 8A's! YAY! ANYWAY back to topic! so the phone she bought is like $800+ but its worth it. That phone is just ah-mazing. The apps are awesome, the camera quality is awesome. but what I like about the phone alot is HOW HUGE the SCREEN is. Like seriously! its hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Its more huge than IPHONES!

camera quality +huge screen(again)

and enough about that phone...

now ....you wanna know how my camera looks like??

TAADAA!

yeah yeah i know its 1000D and not some kind of 7oD or 60D but what the heck! im a newbie for God's sake! ok well, i nearly bought the 60D, but then since I tagged along my cousin, Tammy...she influenced me that I should get the 1000D 'cos I'm still a noob! Lol. okay maybe 'influenced' is not a good choice of word, i meant to say 'advised'. hehe. anyway I don't regret my decison!

oh! i forgot to tell you this story at the store when I bought this dslr. The girl working there giggled when I was just about to buy 60D then my cousin was like saying im a newbie and such..,and so i tried the 1000D and i was like 'Where's the click button?'. yeah......clearly showed how nooby i am....

Here are some pictures I took w/ the camera! :

[Top picture] is Yours truly :)

[Top picture] My sister, Kimmy. Oh, how I love taking pictures of others! seriously!

[Top picture] my sister again.. if you see 2 pictures in one photo, that means those are the pictures we uploaded to Lookbook.

[Top picture] my sis again...

[Top picture] The first 'official' picture I took using the DSLR. For more first few shots , click this link http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1840727505988.2111821.1474569806

[Top picture] I took a picture of my mum after we bought the camera

[Top picture] mum again!

[top pic] ,muh lil bro

Now i wanna show u two kitties which I just loveeeeeeee:

haha so adventurous

oh curses! the pics i posted should've been bigger but i accidently clicked the medium button :(

[Top picture] That's 'Hello Kitty' :P Unfortunately and Sadly Hello Kitty died a day before Brunei's National's Day :"(

AND NOW Hello Kitty's brother, Miewy!! [oh god whats with these weird ewwy names I gave to kitties]

Miewy used to be the SHY ONE!

SO SHY! lol

[PIC UNDER] MIEWY NOW

FYEAH. MIEWY WILL FTW!

'im watching you'haha

model-in-the-making

'im a horse'

'nuff about that.. here are some photos i took at school:

haaha can u see my turquoise yoga mat?

and i became the 'photographer' for Tammy's Sweet Sixteen!

omg the Chef is a total PHOTOBOMBER!

THINGS ON MY DESK ARE LOVE HAHA <3 :

mascaras

i used to have the orange nail polish but now its gone :(

all my contact lenses! I have Black,Brown,Blue,Green and Pink. I'm gonna take my Grey lenses which I booked online this Saturday(tomorrow)

my zebra print school bag! lol. I love everything w/ zebra print on it! I already have zebra Print bag pencil and stapler! LOL

I've been collecting Teen Vogue since 2009 yooo! I love TV & I'm still waiting for the June Issue to come to Brunei :'( I need T-Vogue to survive!!!! FASHION4EVA

anyway im going to start this thanggg where at the end of every post, im gonna put 'HOT TOPIC:' which means things that have been bugging me constantly or what i've been thinking lately. soo now..

HOT TOPIC: THE SUICIDE WHICH HAPPENED NEAR OUR SCHOOL :/ AND NEW 2ND KITCHEN!!!! (IN THE PROCESS RIGHT NOW BTW! MYBE I'LL POST THE PICS SOON)

OH YEAH! MY COUSIN'S WEDDING WILL BE ON JULY! and 13th JULY MY BIRTHDAY! and after July is.....Qualifying Exam :'( short-term happiness ..

anyway i think i wont blog for a while maybe after this cos im very busy nowadays obviously..thats why my post for this is soooo long..im kinda tired about uploading these pics one by one from 9am-4.50pm :'( haha. oh gtg, i wanna do my MIB + Biology h/w! catch ya later alligator!

bye!

P/S: CHECK OUT MY FASHION SCRAPBBOOK I MADE FOR MY CCA AT SCHOOL! IM LAZY TO POST PICTURES SO JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE VIDEO BELOW. JUST WAIT TILL THE END! thanks :D

p/p/s: what is up w/ ma blog? cant view my PREVIOUS POSTS WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!

what is the difference between now and 20 years ago?

2010-09-05T23:46:00.003-07:00

i was not even born yet. LOL. now, im livin' in the limelight(not)

Ask me anything

Hello orang brunei.

2010-09-05T23:46:00.001-07:00

hello. apa da?

Ask me anything

who is you boyfriend?

2010-09-05T23:45:00.001-07:00

'your' you mean? im currently single & ready to mingle.

Ask me anything

What was the worst advice you've ever received?

2010-09-05T23:44:00.001-07:00

1)Think positive thoughts.
2)Trust boys.

Ask me anything

What's your favorite city?

2010-09-05T23:38:00.003-07:00

NYC!

Ask me anything

If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?

2010-09-05T23:38:00.001-07:00

SPANISH,KOREAN french..not so much

Ask me anything

hey you! ;D

2010-09-05T23:32:00.001-07:00

HEY ME! sup?

Ask me anything

uve been to usa?

2010-09-05T23:31:00.001-07:00

yeah. who's this?

Ask me anything

followed you ;)

2010-09-05T23:26:00.001-07:00

ow thanks jen, this ought to be interestin'

Ask me anything

i love you sexy

2010-09-05T23:25:00.001-07:00

i love you too

Ask me anything

waaaddaaaap?

2010-09-05T23:24:00.001-07:00

WUZ UP WITH CHOO?

Ask me anything

FASHIONARY FRIEND

2010-09-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

OKAY IM DONE WITH THE BLOG. PHEW. HERE'S THE DAMN LINK. CHECK IT OUT K?

http://scoochoverforfashion.blogspot.com/

love fashion? need tips? fashion news? yeah click that link dude.

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new blog

2010-09-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

SOOOOOOO HI!

Im going to be starting a new BLOG, a NEW FASHION BLOG. BUT WAIT! DON'T WORRY! I'm not going to abandon this awesome blog. I'll inform you guys and give you the link when im finished with it. FASHIONNN GUYS! THAT is if you're interested in fashion. Bruneians NEED to know HOW to DRESS well. I'll be giving you infos about the must-haves this season and some fashion tips(NOT A PRO YET). but yeah the blog is going to be kinda international not just for Bruneians. Im only doing this because im an obsessive fan of FASHION & very passionate about IT. and sureee, i wanna help those people who are lost in the fashion world.

HIHIHIHIH. MY NEW BLOG ADVERTISEMENT :)

see YAAAA!!!

2010-05-06T16:41:00.000-07:00

nurfaizzatul fatin syafiqah was here! :D

boots & boys.

2010-01-14T16:12:00.000-08:00

They're GOOD at this:

edited some pictures y'terday (pics taken at school):

anyway,this is a quick update.
just to remind ya'll I'M STILL LIVING.

i miss my yr8 classmates :| and my ugama buddies so bad :\

NurFaizzatul Fatin Syafiqah! :p

yr 8M & mb1c :(

babies! <3 forevs and always.

im gonna hurt you real good baby.

2010-01-12T03:02:00.000-08:00

helluuu,
this is going to be a quick update ya'll.

so school?
-fine.
do I like the first day?
-no. 10% yes.
did it suck?
-50/50

umm..soooo..
If i get good results for this term my momma's gonna buy me either iPod Shuffle $118,

iPod Nano $288
or iPod Classic $388.

My sister has the iPod Nano thing and its pink. :|
but green would be nice right?

I've been searching for blogskins lately. no luck :(

so I chose this, yknow what you're staring at. It was my blogskin when I was in Yr 8. LOL.

Overall, today is a very sad day.

Oh yeah, my sister finally got her MacBook Air which almost costs $3000.That lucky bastard. I'm only stuck with my Sony VAIO.

OH! OH! prolly me iz going to Korea after my sister's 'O' Level Exam. WHEE. If not next year, and that means this year only me and my sister (minus parents) are going to UK. HEHE.

ukay.im off.

strut.

2010-01-02T19:53:00.000-08:00

hellooooooo :DD

How r ya people?

HEHE. tomorrow im going to school. eh wait,HAHA,on Tuesday.
HAHAHAHHA.

Bytheway, I bought a new phone its LG Screen Touch KM900.
HEHE, and its pink.
here it is:

well. I nearly bought this:

but then there is NO colour pink.. :( so I couldn't buy it. I couldn't betray PINK.
The pink one looks like this,but they didn't have it in their store:

see? argh. so PRETTY.
bytheway, my SISTER bought LG KF350.

Two ressons why she bought it are because her friend once said to her,that she wanted to buy it 'cos it's supaaa nice or whatevs and my sister decided to make her envy and to show off her new pink phone. pfft.HAHA. anyway.
the second reason is because of these:

and ESPECIALLY this:

you can EVEN change the icon,like love,smiley,car icons. HAHA. What's not to love? oh yeah,the camera quality is ah-mazing too! its just like a real camera :D

HEHE.

I was abit mad about buying LGKM900. Moreover,there was no internet connection and no server at that time. I WAS SO FUCKIN FURIOUS!
but then I got over it, 'cos my sister changed the internet connection settings and so I downloaded Snaptu:

Nimbuzz ( I was going to upload Ebuddy but I hate Ebuddy so yeah)

and Opera Mini ( 5 Beta and the 4.2 one)

what else?
oh yeah my sister is planning to buy MacBook Air laturhh.
This is how MacBook Air looks like (and it costs only $2683 HAHA,SOMETHING like that.I forgot the price):

BUT
she wants it to be GREEN:

so I guess she has to buy the green casing as well.

okay,srsly Im soo not ready fo school. I think I'm getting stupider.
I want to sleep late and wake up late everyday.
anyway >>
eat like a king in the morning, eat like a prince in the afternoon and eat like a BEGGAR at night. uh-huh I got that from KBS World Channel. That's how the KOREAN people get PERFECT bodies. um and they also DRINK ALOT of water. damn,I'm not a big fan of water. HAHA. oh yeah Korean people also have gorgeous teeth maybe 'cos they eat KIM-CHI alot. ergh. I wonder how it tastes like.*turning grenn*
this is how KIM-CHI looks like:

and the result after eating Kim-Chi every day:

breath-taking..

Talking about Korean people,my mum and my sister and me are going to watch Full House(yeah its along time already but it's showing on KBS World):

oh yeah one thing to add on my post-
have you watched Planet B-Boy:Breakdancing has evolved?
WELL YOU SHOULD I TOTALLY RECOMMEND THIS MOVIE TO YOU GUYS.ergh I want to dance like em HAAHA. THE BEST BBOY DANCE EVER and well the KOREAN PEOPLE WON(wohhoo,big shoutout to BIG BANG 'cos they dance well too). what uh? compare it with So You Think You Can Dance, Superstars of Dance,Bring It On and Step Up To The Streets? NO C-H-A-N-C-E.

for your entertainment.

2009-12-28T01:47:00.001-08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :D

HEHEHE.

IM BACK. HAPPY?

SO IM HERE TO UPDATE SOME THINGS.

so i went to kk and here's some pics. I KNOW PHOTOS ARE A MUST FOR BLOGS :D

the view from my hotel room ^^

SISTER AGAIN.

Adam LAMBERT above! HEHE.

taylor lautner !

mum.

Before we went to KK, we stayed in an Inn in Temburong District.
This is how the room looks like:
while we were in the Inn, we SUDDENLY ECOUNTERED THIS:

look at it's tail,HAHA. AWW.

and the NEXT DAY, OH WHAT TO WE HAVE HERE:

HAHA :D
and yknow whats weird?
the Warisan Square thing always had black-outs. frequently. AH-NNOYING much. and when we were SHOPPING AT THIS SHOP IN WARISAN SQUARE cos we wanted to buy AWESOME CUTE JAMMIES:

as you can see. NO ELECTRICITY. HAHA. so then we had to wait the whole day, and then at night we went back to get our stuff when the cashier box thingy worked.
so then after a few days we went somewhere to buy BRAS HAHA.
and the total price of all the bras (including pierre cardin's) that i bought with my sister:
$967.80
HAHAHAHA.

mmkay. so...
these are the stuff I bought at KK. SOME of EM:

HEHEHEHEHEHE, SO BYE.

EH WAIT.
i made this before I WENT TO KK. HAHA.

Dear friends,
HEYYYYYY :D
This post is going to be all about you :) This is a way for me to say thank you for all of you. I really appreciate the things you did for me :') I'd never wish for better companions than you guys. So I thank you again & I feel honoured to be your friend.

Elmazara Saran
HEHEHEHE :D I met her last year at Ugama School which I wanna give credits to that school cos without it I wouldnt meet those people :) and my FIRST impression of her was she was and is still funny. Like seriously, I didn't even know her that time & she really cracked the hell out of me. suddenly the teacher in-charge put us together in a class and so that's how it all started. I always listened to her stories and problems and she listened to mine. Although she's down right witty, she's an understanding, drop-dead-gorgeous person, and she always sticks up for me. She's in a word a 'good' friend. A really awesome awesome friend. She's the one to put your shoulders on, There is literally nothing bad you could say about her. I'm really proud to be her friend and lucky cause' she makes you happy all the time. When you're just plain sad aka emo, she just pops up and cheers you up. We gossiped & talked about other people (esp FASHION POLICE!!) and ANIMALS and HELGA and punk'metalZ. HEHEHE. I rememberd her being VERY happy when she first met Syafiq Saie and yknow she told me all about him. I was eager to know about this guy and first ecountered him at Anie's aka Brunei's Helga found in Miri :p Birthday Party. HEHE. And they SERIOUSLY looked ah-dorable together. I thank you, Syafiq for making her even more gay :D and a big big thank you baby Zi for making me GAY since last year and for being there when I needed you the most (hookups and breakups), thank you for helping me overcome my fears and so. and most importantly thank you for being my bestfriend.

Anie Ahmad
HEHE. fuck you bitch :') <3>:D I just wanna say you are one hell of a crazy chick I LOVE YOU FLUFFY! :8 COME HERE RIGHT NOW! we gossiped alot :p and yknow I only met her this year and we are closer than a pogo stick with a banana. WTH, that doesnt even make any sense.SHE'S FUNNY WAH PACAH,HAHAHHA. I first met her when I was in Primary Six in the year 2007 at a tuition place thingy. She was my favourite person to be with at that tuition :p didnt know that a few years later we would be great friends :p anie and me got 5A's for PSR examination. HEHE. I love you like shit bitch! keep on rockin' \m/
P/S: BAG KU LAGI RUGGED!!! .|.

NurFaizzatul Fatin Syafiqah
oooooo. she's WAQI'S. HEHE. I first met her at Ugama School too last year EH WAIT nooo WHEN I WAS IN DARJAH 4 OR 3 OR 2?hmm. fathim's bestfriend :p and jeah and me used to be jealous of her being with fatin always, HAHA. Boy, is she a remarkable friend or what. She's ah-mazing. She's my bestfriend and forever will be. THANK YOU for everything. you're very special to me :') I mean we're like sisters I used to see her every single day morning and afternoon cos we went to a same school. We were in the same class MB1C , Year 8M. LOL. Ugama School too! what a total coincidence! like we are meant to friends :) and I believe faith brought us together. paan, jiwang. HAHAHA. I just love her <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tl-_oIfBT2Q/Szi_hEdIkaI/AAAAAAAAAcI/60jYmAW6-iU/s1600-h/16440_1181983108646_1200251916_30451812_6416977_n.jpg">
Filzah Ali
HEHE :D hi filly billy *nina's nickname for her :p she is, KE-RAY-ZIE at times. She's very understanding, supportive, great, wonderful bestfriend. She's just friggin amazing. She was and still is defending and helping me all the way. I thank you for your kindness and patience :) you are a total rockstar! :p I LOVE YOUUU FILLLL :') I can't say more than this cos you're too perfect :D
P/S: WAFF, take care of filzah will you? :p

Ainina Esham
NINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! HEHEHEHEHE. cali ne nina ah. F-U-N-N-Y! HEHE. thanks for everything I mean every single thing you did. YOU'RE A FAB FRIEND!last year & this year :D I love,love,love,love,love you babe :p
P/S: YOU KNOW YOU'RE AWESOME \m/ \m/

HMM. YOU KNOW I CAN'T WRITE ALL ABOUT YOU HERE RIGHT FRIENDS? Im really sorry. I'm just plain exhausted to type and think anymore. lol. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS A GOOD YEAR OKAY GUYS? I LOVE YEAR 8M : SYAPIK, MIRUL BELACAN, HANEEF GAY,ZUL IBNOOO,AJ TEDDYBEAR, NICKY PIE, ROYSTON, FARHANN,LUKASSS, FATIN, RADIN SOFIYAH, AMAL NAQQYAH, JOY, SHI MEI, NADIAH NIATA KITSUNE, QILAH YUSOF, J.LO AISYAH NURAIMAN, SITI AISYAH, MAISARAH SARR', FATHIAH \m/, HANA BANANA, AININA, JIMAH, ANI, WAIDA AND MEL. 6BA: NAZIRAH SARAN BABY ZI, ANIE AHMAD BABY ANIE,NURFAIZZATUL FATIN SYAFIQAH FATIN FIQAH, FILZAH ALI, AININA ESHAM, HAZIQAH HT, ASILAH BAKAR, MIRZ, ZULHELMI,NABAWI, SAFWAN,TAUFIQ GAY, NAZRI SECRETLY GAY, NAIF, AFIQ, KHAIRUL BAHRIE. AND YASMEEN, I DIDN'T FORGET YOU :p
iloveeeeeeeeeeeeeyoupeoplesodamnmuch! :')
I hope you guys will have a long and happy not to mention succesful life :) and I WANNA SAY SORRY IF I SAID OR DID SOMETHING THAT MAY OFFEND YOU. I'M DEEPLY DEEPLY SORRY. HONESTLY I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU AND ANYBODY ELSE. I HAD AND HAVE NOT ATTENTION TO HURT ANYONE MENTALLY AND WHICH I DOUBT, PHISICALLY :( SORRY OKAY? KNOW THAT I DIDN'T DO OR SAY THAT ON PURPOSE AND IF I DID I WAS A SELFISH,FOOLISH,STUPID HUMAN BEING. I CRAVE FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS. DO FORGIVE ME MY FRIENDS. THERE ARE ALWAYS UPS AND DOWNS IN RELATIONSHIPS WITH FRIENDS AND WITH THAT SAID, I'M NOT A PERFECT FRIEND AND SO AS EVERYBODY ELSE. KNOW THAT I HAD TRIED TO BE A PERFECT FRIEND FOR YOU AND I'M SORRY IF I FAILED MISERABLY, SO SO SORRY :( I KNOW I MAY ACT FOOLISH AT TIMES AND AGAIN I DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING HORRIBLE, IF THAT HAPPENED, I WAS NOT MYSELF OR I WASN'T EVEN THINKING RIGHT. I'M SORRY :( THIS IS ALSO TO ANYONE WHO I'VE HURT BEFORE EITHER A FAMILY MEMBER,COUSIN,BESTFRIEND, CLASSMATE, AN EX-BOYFRIEND :S

This year has been a great, wonderful, crazy, hectic, touching, inspiring, full of gayness and sadness. Thank you again. ILOVEYOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. BELIEVE THAT :') I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR CRAZY MEMORIES AND CHERISH THEM FOREVER :')

formspring.me

2009-12-23T06:14:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/hazimah

The party doesn't start till I walk in.

2009-11-16T19:39:00.001-08:00

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHOHOHOHO.

I'm crazy, I'm nuts, I'm in a mental breakdown! WATCH OUT HERE COMES SPIDERPIG~*out of nowhere

NO, NOT BECAUSE TOMORROW IS THE BEGINNING OF SSRU. Uh? What? Tomorrow? Oh.HEHE.
No,no, you are punk'd~*wth ashton kutcher's not here.
HEHE,no no no its becos' my dad picked me up late. Heh? That's it? THIS IS IT~*MJ
im talkin' 50 MINS LATE.WTF.
HEHE.
XX,
GOODLUCK FOR ~~everyone~~ME tomorrow! HEHEHE. And goodluck for babyanie's suicide too.HEHE. Wish ya all the best,babies! <3 <3 <3
p.s. SIS, I KNOW YOU CAN'T WAIT FOR DEC. SHOPPING,BIRTHDAY,BEACH, HOLIDALY! HEHE <3

Enough is enough.

2009-11-12T22:36:00.001-08:00

I won't marry an abusive man who slaps,punches,hits or kicks women. I won't marry a guy who doesn't care about me. I won't be with a guy who will leave me. I won't be attached with a man who will play with me. I won't be with a man who will hurt me and my future children physically or mentally. I won't marry a person who has no dreams. I won't marry a man whose sucha coward to even protect me. I won't marry a guy who will leave me for other women. If there's no man like what I've said, I won't marry or be with someone at all. Don't ever play with me.

There is no they. It starts with us.

2009-11-08T22:29:00.000-08:00

My mum's ringtone is Michael Jackson's Thriller and her message tone's Michael Jackson's Earth Song. APAAN RANDOM. But its true pulang. She's also DEVASTATED that her MJ'S CD she bought in England was lost. Poor mum. Anyhoo, SPE is finally over! WHEE~ OH WAIT,SSRU LA-GAY! ~~FUCK!~~
wtf X100.
I miss my BABIES~ <3 N's <3
AKINARI PRODUCTION! NIGAHIGA! >>search in YOUTUBE WILL YOU?
wth X100 random much?

Why I like you babay

2009-10-23T20:55:00.000-07:00

I'm currenting using my phone to update this ~~amazing~~ crappy blog. Sitaie balum update apa apa. Awuwah, my mum hid my precious lappy.
Anyhoo, tomorrow's the DAY! No, not my birthday. It's my FIRST MONTHSARY <3 .
And MANCHESTER UNITED VS LIVERPOOL match too :) pukima kau mu if kau kalah. Apaan.
Muhaimin,my boyfriend's brother and my cousin's girlfriend birthday happens to be tomorrow too! TEEHEE.
hmm,am I supposed to be giving a speech to him or something? Eh ~~malas~~ lazy ku. I'm still in the EXAM MOOD. ~~yerright~~ tomorrow lah. HEHEHE. Wtf. Im done.

<3

2009-10-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

i heart you :P
sooo, I've made a decision that I will not use my other private blog cos' of reasonable explanations which I will not tell you :p
I could use it if I want to anyway.

oh yeah, I went to Fiqah's openhouse tonight and Waqi couldn't make it. Poor him!
you want ~~EVIDENCE~~?

XOXO.tc now! :p

facebook-whore

2009-09-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

hmm. I wanted to post this on my private blog BUT y'know what this is a way for me to get revenge.

HMMPH!

in yo face!

already gone

2009-09-06T22:39:00.000-07:00

my twitter page!

skinheads <3

2009-09-05T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hey yaalll,
Im still in the process of editing my blog so it's kinda messy right now ;p
I made a Twitter account. It's lawaaaaa!

h1n1

2009-07-06T11:17:00.000-07:00

HAHA. wtf, I don't want you to touch me baby.

Must wash after poo poo. You play you below. Take ice from my milo.

seventeen forever.

2009-07-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

OMG SUSAN BOYLE. I heard so much about her, I wanted to see how she looks like & why she was associated with Adam Lambert..so then I watched this vid & y'know. WOWZA.

survey.

2009-06-28T11:02:00.000-07:00

RULES:
' YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU 'OKAY' YOU SAY?
- Its alright, Its okay.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF
- You Belong With Me.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Stupid for you.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY
- untouched.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- If everyone cared.

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- I love rock & roll.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Freaky.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Diva.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Breathe slow.

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
- I'm not coming to your party.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- So Hot.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Clumsy.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Get your head straight.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- crush.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Out of my league.

WHATS YOUR HOPE?
- Up.

WHAT WILL YOU DO TO FORGET YOUR EX?
- Over it.

WHAT WILL YOU SAY TO WHOM YOU LOVE MOST?
- All to myself.

WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU GET FRUSTATED?
- Emo song.

SO, WHATS ARE DOING NOW?
- Nobody's home.

The boy named Fuck.

2009-06-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

OMG, I just adore The Saturdays. They're next in line after Sugababe & Pussycat Dolls.
Oh btw, school holidays are extended for a week yay baby!

Michael Jackson’s Massive Impact (On Google, Facebook, and Yahoo)

2009-06-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

As we reported yesterday, in the hours during and after the news of Michael Jackson’s cardiac arrest and ensuing death, tweets about the pop icon comprised 30 percent of total volume on Twitter(), and that might be a conservative estimate.

Since then, we’ve learned a lot more about the story’s impact on the Web, and we now have some fascinating numbers and charts from Google(), Yahoo, and others about how the Michael Jackson news impacted their services.

First, leading widget network Clearspring(), which also owns content sharing service AddThis, reports that the Jackson story was actually most shared on Facebook() and not Twitter. That’s not altogether surprising considering that Facebook’s userbase is still much larger, but the more real-time Twitter grabbed the early headlines. Clearspring’s chart shows the social media sites where users were sharing the news the most:

Meanwhile, Yahoo writes on its blog that its Yahoo News property set an all-time record for traffic yesterday, registering 16.4 million unique visitors. That beats out election day, where site saw 15.1 million visitors (what this says about our society, we’ll leave to the comments).

Google didn’t provide any specific numbers regarding search volume, but notes the huge impact it has had on search trends over the past 24 hours. They also provided the following chart, showing the huge volume spike:

Finally, New Media Strategies notes that Jackson’s Wikipedia page logged 1.8 million visitors yesterday, compared to its daily average of just 20,000. It also saw a whopping 650 edits as users updated the entry furiously as news broke.

What to make of all these numbers? Simply that Jackson’s sudden and shocking death is one of the biggest news stories in recent memory, and will likely continue to dominate online chatter over the next few days.

You should've said no.

2009-06-19T04:33:00.000-07:00

My mum apparently likes my new haircut. I think it's boyish somehow. awesome.But a little bit of curl won't hurt, right? Right.
I'll be going to Mirrayy tommorow, not sucha big deal anyway. Would rather go to the mall.
I miss Niagara Falls :'(

I miss other ah-mazing places I used to visit. Pics later people.
There's this other thing, u'know the 'Private' book thingy? People kept talking about it recently. My sister bought it last year or is it last,last year? Oh,whatevs. The point is I didn't get it why my sister bought it, I was like 'ka! Wtf are you buying this crap for?' and she said the book seemed interesting & she said I should have bought 'invitation only' and of course I didnt even bother to read at the back of the book. But I eventually did, and wow, it was just a 'wow!' . Seriously. This is absolutely the greatest book even but nothing can top 'Flawless' & 'Pretty little liars' <3 . I can't believe 'love story' by Taylor Swift is still famous. B.O.R.I.N.G. But the lyric is still ah-mazing. I downloaded her songs last year or is it this Jan? Hmm, i cnt remember. Anyways, I love Fearless & Forever and Always. When I first heard ' Love Story ', I thought it was alright, it sounds a little bit like too country-like.
I know im writing crap so I'll stop now:)

I'm waiting for nothing.

2009-06-17T04:46:00.000-07:00

Tranformation:
*& no,this is not Style By Jury*

From this:

To this:

What's the diff anyway?
I'm currently in love with Paolo Nutini, him & his music
Tommorow's I'll be going to the beach.

i am officialy bored :( tell me to do something stoopid?

I treat you like a princess but your life is just a big mess

2009-06-13T05:27:00.001-07:00

I'm so bored.
What do you do when you're jobless?

I lalalove You Belong With Me vid. It is so incredibly romantic that I almost cried. It's like a love movie except its only for a couple of minutes.

Death & all his friends.

2009-06-12T20:38:00.000-07:00

I replaced my skin, kinda bored with it.
This one is pretty lame, I'm still in search of a perfect skin:)
Its like finding a new wallpaper for your room.

my old skin:

Adam Lambert just confessed that he's gay. His current boyfriend is Drake LaBry. Not suprising.

Ok. ok.
I just couldn't resist navigational skins. They're just so purr-fect & easier to use!
so I replaced it ;p

Adam Lambert & Drake LaBry

2009-06-07T16:58:00.000-07:00

How sweet, no? Well, apparently Idols runner up Adam Lambert has found his REAL soul mate… and it’s not Susan Boyle. It’s Drake LaBry. I saw this all over because they were making a BIG DEAL of it. Because we didn’t know Adam liked boys…right…

Adam & DrakeThey were seen at the night club ‘Guys and Dolls’ in Hollywood. That name is a little creepy, don’t ya think?

The only thing that bothers me about this is, Drake is unattractive. I’m sorry, but Adam is way cute and then he gets with a guy that looks like that? Come on dude, you can do better. Although, I bet if they were to have children together, they would be uber cuteness. Yes, it CAN happen…

Some people are in DISBELIEF that Adam would be caught holding hands with another man if “He did not want people to know”. Um… let’s see people; he has cameras following him around. Do you REALLY think if he didn’t want people to know, he would be SMILING for the cameras as they took pictures? Probably not! I do think he wanted people to know and take pictures, because he wants the attention. Who knows, maybe it’s all a PLOY to mess with us stupid people.

Rolling Stone is going to talk about him (again) and have that story; apparently he did an interview with them about the situation.

Ever heard the saying, “Keep talking about me, you’re making me famous”?

I’m really happy for Adam “Coming out” (If he is) because there is no reason you should hide who you are. You should be proud to be you. Unless of course you’re Britney Spears, or Lindsay Lohan, or Amy Winehouse…etc.

I will tell you the first thing I noticed when I saw that picture, those AMAZING pants Adam was wearing. Those are epic awesomeness. I personally don’t care what he does or who he does; it’s all about where he shops and where he gets his hair done. That is far more important. So paparazzi, next time you have a chance to ask him a few questions, ask him those things.

What do you think? This may or may not ruin him. Even though I would think people knew about this… Some hate him because he is not a “Good” role model for kids. I’m a kid and I like him. He seems like a good guy. I don’t judge people, just because they are different from me. There has to be a GOOD reason for it.

Adam FTW!

Cait Hagar

cute is what we aim for

2009-06-07T01:01:00.001-07:00

I HATE TODAY.
I HATE HER.
MAY YOU GO TO HELL.
MAY YOU DIE IN A TRAGIC DEATH TODAY.
AMIN AMIN YARABBAL ALAMIN.

sorry that I didn't come to your birthday party, Nina. I just couldn't. My parents wouldn't let me cuz' of what the so-called idiot told them. She's a bitch. A bastard. And I really, really, really want to come. I picked out what to wear and stuff. I dream of what is going to happen. I dream of having fun. I dream big. And now she destroyed it. All of it.

And I also wanted to go to the Mall to go eat in a restaurant, to shop and to watch a movie but I couldn't. I was supposed to go to the Saloon and go to my cousin's birthday party too. But guess what? TODAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY PERFECT DAY. She ruined my life. I wish the Girl From Hell site is true. I would write her name. seriously I will.

I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU MORE THAN DEMONS AKA SETANS.I WANT TO MURDER YOU. IF KILLING IS NOT A SIN, YOU'D BE DEAD BY NOW.SERIOUSLY.

YOU WANT A CLUE?
~~SHE'S A TEACHER.~~
I FOUND OUT THERE WERE OTHER REASONS WHY I CRIED.
I BET THEY'RE HAVING FUN. I MISSED OUT.
THERE'S A BAND PERFORMING AT MY COUSIN'S PARTY.
I'M GROUNDED
BECAUSE OF YOU.
HAPPY?

ENOUGH SAID.

THATS ALL FOR YOU :)

vids.

2009-06-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

Joe Jonas Dancing to single ladies!!
I find this vid very very hilarious but maybe quite disturbing by some peeps. so enjoy :)

TWILIGHT CAST BACKSTAGE MTV Movie Awards 2009

FIRE-FUCK!

AWWW, SO CUTE!Charlie bit my finger - again !

Nothing feels right when I'm with the martians.

2009-06-03T04:11:00.001-07:00

Oookay..
First off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMAL NAQQYAH!
Sorry no present, for now.
I'm going to have a very hectic week ahead. No,not really.
Friday-should I go to the OGDC trip & wake up early in the morning OR go to tuition & forcing my eyes to open in the morning?And extra class in the evening too.
Saturday-AL QURAN ORAL EXAM! WTF! I thought she friggin forgot! Speaking of her, I never really liked her. Just because she's my cousin, doesn't mean I can't act crazy once in a while. Yup,yes,correct, I hate hate hate that ~~piece of indulgent rubbish~~person. Back to topic. Continue watching 'LONER' in the eve.
Sunday- go to the Mall because of two reasonable reasons-Nasir asked me to go out & watch a movie<3 AND because we won the Ambuyat thingy, cher lanja us,kinda and going to watch "17 again". Im gonna lie to my mum that I'll be home like at 5 so I can go shopping! Oh yeah,stupid wtf tuition in the eve. Hey, u guys wearin' tudong kh? Cuz' I dont want to but I have to since my so-called dad doesn't accept such behaviour. Crap! But I guess I have to sneak in the girls' toilet and open it up :D.

Huh,tommorow, ugama time: will be going on some kind of pathetic boring trip. I dont want to come, I wanna finish my unfinished homework,project & need to study for commerce even though fiqah said it was "pie" yes,pie. Oh yeah, fiqah didnt come to school today but it was okay, I was hyper but not as hyper when she's around. I was skipping merrily like I had lost my mind or something. Nway, I wanna talk to Mel and Wai just now about something but I eventually forgot because I got distracted by thinking of the Hills. PAAN! LAST SEASON KALIAH! Must watch!
I am currently in love with Nasir, Syafiq, Nina, Nazirah,Zul. HAHA. Don't get it in a wrong way! They're just fab nowadays. I hate Nazri! Urggh, you make me barf :/

Hi Mom,I'm Gay

2009-05-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

JUST FOR UPDATES:

yeah, inda lagi aku bday. Nasir lagi tia. kan? tinggal 8 days.
woo~
currently chatting and ~~webcaming~~ with him :)

Paint my heart golden.

2009-05-30T07:14:00.000-07:00

I was eavesdropping,eh salah blog-stopping and I read & saw this:

SOOOO.interesting. eyes on the monitor please?

From the BIGGEST LOSER, have you ever seen that show? If the answer's no, you must be livin' under a rock. toing.
HE LOST 214 POUNDS,PEOPLE! LET ME FOR GOD'S SAKE REPEAT, 214 pounds!
sekalinya..
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He gained back 122 pounds.astee.
so, he's 315 pounds now.
sheesh.
suspen-dets.

bah,adui.
ugama was siokk tadii.
ms was so ah-sem too! we watched "loneR"
berijap yo. bek th dangani aku liat lagi nanti.

I miss having you around to make me feel superior.

2009-05-29T04:56:00.001-07:00

To my dear loyal readers,

There's no law against plotting & scheming...unless you count karma.

I have a few things to get off my scrawny chest. Like this : I HATE STUDYING. Why did they even invent schools? I'd prefer private tutoring. Kan fiqah? The ONLY good thing about it is you can linger with alot of interesting people including guys. But now there's a new threat-and this one is even worse. My mum hid my laptop! Arghh.
Oh yeah, I lalalove planning schemes, there are always something that cooks up in that brain of mine but I finally come to my senses that I know it's going to blow up in my pathetic face anyway. I also heart watching movies. Want a movie date with me? Text me(if I'm not busy,obviously this is exam week). Take Twilight or the Clique girls for instance, you felt like you were in that situation and felt as in everything around you was empty. Khusyuk~ but hey in the end -Welcome back to Planet Earth. It sucks, doesn't it? Boo Hoo. Ahh..my life is a huge mess. Paan..random. What if an irresistable opportunity presents itself today and the only way to avoid catastrophe is by resisting it? What would you do? You tell me.

I can't stay in this bottle anymore, I want tommorow to come and brings me joy.

dress to impress eh?

2009-05-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

pfft. clay aiken.
GAY. NERD.
WEIRD. VOICE.

his family must be ~~dissapointed.~~

ahhh..i feel so retarded now.
don't ask.

Sneakernight

2009-05-27T04:18:00.000-07:00

woooo. jelez me eh, si Mel & Atthar ah. romantic giler.
AHAKZ.
WTF.
~~ignoreignore~~

Today we did the banner thingy. and amal(my current scandal) asked me to doodle SpongeBob SquarePants. Hip hip hooray! =D
They thought I'm ~~good~~ at drawing. WRONG!
HAHA.
Ukiee.I'm officialy bored with this crappy post.
Oh yeah, oh yeah,
there's this girl, a bfh, she hates my girlfriend ah! You do know that I'm the QUEEN of bad words, right? yes, in fact I am.
Don't you ******* dare spread your nasty rumours aka germs to people. You ***** aka indulgent rubbish! SAMPAH MASYARAKAT,kan Nazri?

yeah! WOO HOO. feeling much better already but AHHH there's more sweetie.

oh yeah, i heart this pic(obviously), source from Sil's FB.

uu yeah,, replaced my skin again=='
used to be:

Yours truly,
Zims (l)

Here I am, still holding on

2009-05-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

hey.
tommorow's 27th May.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
25th May, Hazwani's Birthday.
12th May, Nina's Birthday
11th May, Ziqah's Birthday.

ukieee .did eye forget someone's birthday? =='again?
suurie! :P
one advice;
smile while you still have those sparkling, strong teeth :D

p.s. gonna change my skin every now & then :)
im lovin it.

Gonna drive you to hell.

2009-05-23T18:33:00.000-07:00

I fucking hate the fuck out of him. I fucking love going to the fucking boys' toilets.
Wtf am I fuckingly typing?

I fuck you, you fuck me, we're not friends but enemies, with a great big kick and a pinch from me to you, won't you say I fuck you too?

YOU NEED TO SEE THESE PICTURES.. adam being adorably and intensely close with a girl !

the two pics are diff btw.one with a guy wearing white. and yes,its 100% him, after-party pics.

I HATE HATE HATE DANNY GOKEY AND CLAY AIKENS.ASSHOLES.

good thing,u didnt win danny(y).

This is not word for word but I can summarize,
Clay said when he heard Ring of Fire he thought his ears would bleed. He thought
it was awful. Now he as apologized though for his comments. And Danny was asked
who he thought would win (by Ryan) and he just blurted out Kris, & Kris goes
jerk, on Larry King Fri night. Instead of being polite like the others and
saying oh it was anyones game or they were both equally talented. And Danny
seemed to have a little bad attitude going on.

pps.I LOVE LOVE LOVE "no boundaries" by Adam Lambert!

ppps.did u know Katy Perry and Ellen DG love ADAM?
I wonder if Simon reads blogs or something as I do a lot,lol b/c I have read so, so many from people claiming to be from all over the world addicted and entralled by Adam's talent. Some have said they don't understand Americans b/c he lost. I wonder is Simon gets wind of all this. I personally never heard Simon talk about genuinely finding a world wide star before. He did speak accolades about Carrie in that she was not only the girl to beat but the one to beat and she'd sell more than anyone before her (he was correct!) But, to specifically use the wording "world wide" as even opposed to American star is interesting. From all accounts, like I've said, I only have seen bloggers claiming to be international talk and praise Adam. It's like they are waiting for him which is very nice. I guess they gave us world wide stars to love like the Beatles, Rolling Stones, U2, and more. Maybe they know of what they speak! Go Adam!

come in with me in the rain.

2009-05-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

mmm.
BAH tah, Kris Allen won! BOO!
I don't need to curse, I want to.
BOO HOO.
Well,we didn't see it coming but wth.
I know I know, Kris Allen fanatics will be so $#!^%&%^&* if they read this. Yes, you are the one.
Facebook is now filled with posts,about AI, about Kris Allen.
GOD, I ****ing **** him. sorry,please spam my blog if you want to. It's dull & not to mention boring. Thanks,you're doing me a favour. :)
oh yeah,today we had a trip againnn :) but it was sooooo unbelievably B.O.R.I.N.G. I mean like seriously,being controlled like we were some kind of puppet. pfft.
m.l,m.l,m.l,the superwoman as we called,
was kinda in a prettay good mood. suprising,I know.
p.s.i misssss youuuuuuuuu so baddddly :(

p.p.s.sorry aku shouted arh kamu psl kris allen manang=='

p.p.p.s.ADAM LAMBERT RULES! *majal*
:) yes,you can spam. spam ~~nicely~~ people.

a little too not over you.

2009-05-19T05:49:00.000-07:00

kes boring:

atu C waqi & Fatin in the future. woish,semangat masih.

HAHA.

aku banarnya inda phm. *toing*

HA! THATS FOR YOU J.LO. HOW DARE YOU HIT MY HEAD BITCH FROM HELL!

kucing nini fatin.
woah,meliat porn ia?

berijap jua eh. tebeliak mata.

mcm knl saja. ~~ahh ! gigi lacis.manis manis!~~ (y)

I go boom boom you go ah ah

2009-05-16T22:57:00.000-07:00

UPDATES:
-Tuition 2 times today!
-ate a lot, mybe cuz of
depression
-been wearing eyeliner and mascara
lately.
-Aku sayang FILZAH! atu aku punya scandal aka gf ku! HAHA. whaddapaks.
-I love nina's hugs! (l)
-imma not lesbo. I'm GAY! AHHA.wtf.

All around are me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for the daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows

No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which in dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very very,

Mad world, Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good

Happy birthday, happy birthday

And they feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, no one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson

Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny,I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very very

Mad world, Mad world

What hurts the most.

2009-05-15T00:56:00.000-07:00

I changed my skin. again.
Pretty lame right mate?

okay okay,here are the updates:
-kinda broke up
-Adam's in the finale! PHEW!

just now, I went for tuition then Cher was not there and I was like 'wtf,wtf''. I heard an intense bark. Coming from a bitch. Getting louder, my heart pounded. After that, there was this woman,pretty fashionable lend me her pink phone. Called my mum to pick me up.
Gosh today's so cold. awsomezz! wtfz.
I am sooo not in the mood.

Laters.

i wanna pee.HAHA.wtf!

I wanna have your baby.

2009-05-11T04:23:00.000-07:00

p.s.i lav Rafie more :p

I ain't fake in an act.

2009-05-10T04:53:00.000-07:00

Heluww.
today I woke up at 12!
woah.last night I slept like about 2.30am? HAHA.wtf.
Paan. Boring but not typical.
Bah.
I VC-ed with zirahhhh! LAV ya <3

I know I looked like shitz. HAHA.

Baie,I have 2 presentations to work on. and tomorrow's tuition again. Amali and Al-Quran exam LAGI! FUC*!Bah,off to study ~~Amali~~. exsen ku.

p.s.

THINKING OF CHANGING MY SKIN. STOP ME BEFORE I REPLACE THIS SUPER PERFECT LAYOUT
YO!

jaiho :p

2009-05-09T06:04:00.000-07:00

WOOO~ my layout sucks ..big time!

uglayyy.

HAHAH,wtf.

night-ILav it

day-not so much. BAD MOOD.

aku boring.

we celebrated Aqilah's birthday today.

Happy 13th Birthday girlfriend!

yeapp,they bought pizzas. and no I didn't eat.

pasal aku ~~DIET~~! paan, because nobody gave me. KNA IGNORE. You know how it feels? Oh no, you don't.

was pretty pissed. but I totally got over it after chatting with Rafie. Kan?

HAHA.wth.

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY to RAFIE! HAHA,semangat aku ah~

Bila celebrate
?

woo!HHAHA.tomorrow's mother's day.

thanks for REMINDING me. hmm..im currently exchanging my brain with Patrick's brain. OH, I know! PEANUTS!

HAHAH,~~whaadapak~~. :P

bah. MEDIA APPREACIATION RULES!

p.s.will upload the fuckin' bday pics later.

p.p.s.I hope ada orang terasa :) in a ******* way.

hangouts.

2009-05-08T05:48:00.000-07:00

whee. fiqah came~

I've changed my skin! again,again and again.

Oh yeah,click the archive thingy so you can actually read my blog*whee..you're reading'.

i lav u guys. rafi too! HAHA,mau mau.

whole lotta love

2009-05-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

WOOOO! adam lambert top 3! Take that you son of a *****!
oppss.

bah,nah pics masa ~~ugama.~~

GAH!
nabawi kiut ah mcm kanak2..AWWW.

BOHH,which one is me?

BAH.so long suckers!

American Idol Behind the Scenes

2009-05-06T06:34:00.001-07:00

You know your an obsessed Adam fan when...

2009-05-06T03:49:00.000-07:00

-when you're starving, begging for a chip, and the only way
you can get it is if you say adam lambert is gay, but refuse to kill the hope
you have that you can be together one day :D

-when you scream for everyone to shut up when he's on tv

-when you spend all aftenoon in this forum, y o u t u b e, g o o g l e, and
any adam site

-when you have a folder on your computer titled "Adam Lambert
Pics"

-when you make videos dedicated to him in all your spare time

-when he has his very own playlist on your handphone

-when all your school
supplies have his name written on them

-when you tell your boyfriend about
him and he tells you to get a life :)

-when you tell your mother you HAVE to
order a blue plaid shirt so you can match adam

-when you go straight to
target after school to get black and glitter nail polish

-when you think
about him, hear him, see him, you just...loose it.

-when, even though your
dad is sitting right next to you, make inappropriate noises when you see adam ;D

-when a non adam fan says ROF was awful you immediately go off on them

-when you suddenly want blue and green in your hair

-when the second you
close your eyes, you see adam's beautiful smile

-when you spend all day
trying to decide what to send adam

-when you autotune the tv to american
idol a week before it airs

-when you can actually come up with
reasons..youre obsessed. :D

ღ Glambert #609 ღ(((Adam's Apple #5)))☆ADAM
BOMB!☆♪♦♫♦♪"I'm like your boy next door who decided that he wanted to be a rebel
one day. So - I'm a nice rebel." ~Adam Lambert♪♦♫♦♪"Don't be skerd.""I'm not
skerd."~so cute~ツKiss me, Adam, and Tell!(his song, Kiss and Tell)ツ♥♥♥Lambert
Love 4 Life♥♥♥*Fiyero's My Hero Glambert*!PROUD TEENAGE GLAMBERT!"I'm just being
myself and the fact that people are responding to that.... it just means the
world to me" ~ My life, my love, my inspiration-- Adam LambertLoyal Minion of
Dark Lord ScreamanovaCan I change my name to Eve? :D

macam aku! =3

well..lesser cuz' I have my own bf now :p

HEH, got that from american idol's site. Don't forget to watch American Idol tonight!

Gonna have MIB presentation plus SCIENCE test tomorrow. will die if I don't get 70 up.
I suck at memorising. Note to self: STOP dreaming!

Louis Vuitton Brunei

2009-04-30T17:41:00.001-07:00

Hiya =D

as u all *don't* know,im gonna have 2 tests tomorrow,and amali agama slash alquran test on monday. Whee~ im gonna be ~~dead meat!~~

eh yesterday wah, I didn't fuckin watch American Idol. J.LO texted me saying that Adam Lambert was nearly voted out! What the fuck America? And cheese, I also didn't watch AI on Wednesday cuz I thought it was Tuesday. Oh,thanks for lying to me what day it was little brother! *flamingeyes*
sooo..Silah finally gave me my stuff. Wth am I buying a bra for? 2 belts and t-shirt? HAHAH. What a piece of cheese I am!
The best part of yesterday was chatting with Rafi. *jumpsupanddown*.
I lalalalove reading ppl's blog with their oh-so-random posts and when I read Waida's blog that she will be given 500bucks if ia khatam alquran, *silence* Oh crap! Oh well,im gonna ask my mum nicely*evil grin*,really nicely.. if I can have $ too. Woo~ mata duitan!

Bah. Chow.

P.s.hmm..better view using INTERNET EXPLORER
P.p.s. Sorry bout the cursing=="
p.p.p.s.letter fo My Someone:

MyHotComments

1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you ,I LOVE YOU

2009-04-28T04:30:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA :P

I RAFI!
And I think I am totally crazy and in love with him.

So this is just for update :)
wohoo. esok ada visit!!! *jumpsupanddown*

bye.

i keep coming back for more.

2009-04-25T04:02:00.000-07:00

Rafi!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA. CLICK TO ZOOM. KISSES!

Filzah: eh eh nabawi ko tau pasal ehem ehem?
Nabawi: awu!
Filzah: sesuai tah?
Nabawi: *thumbs up*

well thats all I can remember actually =,='

sooo..
I waved at Rafi!
aww..he looked really cute :)
seriously.
HAHAHAHA.whatevs.

jobless d lecture theatre :p

i look so funny. ugly! ahhh~
SERIOUSLY FUNNY BUT WHATTA Heck .hahahaa.

I lav her.
and RAFI! (l)

so take a good at my face.

2009-04-24T01:58:00.000-07:00

sooo.
I luv this I-mesh thing.
Yeah, I wanted to download limewire thing but failed:(
so I downloaded this one instead.
A lot of love to Nasir for offering me this. :)

Now I can hear Adam Lambert's voice everyday.HAHAHAHA.
As you can see my blogskin's diff right? yeap, I changed it.
You likey? me likey.
You likey the retro-style banner? me likey.
HAHAHAH. just ignore that.

If I Can't Have YouAnother picture on the wallAnother life I used to liveAnother me that was untrueWith every memory of youBroken in my sleepAnother moment lost in timeYou talked of love and I agreedSo many chances passed us byAnd now we've lost the strength to tryYour love was never mine to keepWe can't hold on we're losing trackSo where's the road to take us backAnd how did we forget what we believedIf I can't have youAnd if the love has goneAnd if you just can't find it in yourself to carry onAnd if you had to leaveThen take my life forever'Cause I would never be with anybody elseIf I can't have youWith every night I lie awakeWith every day we grow apartIs there a promise we can't breakWe never learn from our mistakesFrom the very start[ A1 Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] We can't hold on we're losing trackSo where's the road to take us backAnd how did we forget what we believedIf I can't have youAnd if the love has goneAnd if you just can't find it in yourself to carry onAnd if you had to leaveThen take my life forever'Cause I would never be with anybody elseIf I can't have youDon't look back on yesterday 'Cause the time has been and goneThink of what tomorrow holdsWithout you it feels so wrongAnd I can't carry onIf I can't have youAnd if the love has goneAnd if you just can't find it in yourself to carry onAnd if you had to leaveThen take my life forever'Cause I would never be with anybody elseIf I can't have youOh noIf I can't have you.

me want you baybay. Me want them. Me want to kiss you.

bye,suckers.

p.s. I never ever knew this Ruby girl could sing. really well! awesome(y).

p.p.s. something made me happy tonight. guess? :)

no one knew me.

2009-04-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

today's sports day.

whatta lousy day. Fatin nada. I was with my sis and cousin all day nagging.

yup,that's who I am,non-stop nagger.

HAHAAHHAHA.

OH yeah, I watched American Idol just now like always. David Archuleta made a special apperance. so cute..I was like, 'AWWW...=3'.

anoop and lil rounds didn't make it. sorry guys!

my dad majal,'kalo anoop ke india jadi millionaire tarus tu eh,america sudh ia famous'.

awu,majal dari last month udah, sheesh.

and my dad slalu ckp, 'eh pundan jua Adam Lambert atu eh.pakai mekap gi tu.colour nya lagi tu kuku nya.'
sasak ku eh.
then my mom slalu on Adam Lambert's side,'eh andangnya wah tu, stylenya wah tu. fashionistic kaliah'

and she is always humming to Adam's Mad World song in the car. sal aku slalu main music basar2.

oh yeah,sports day pics:

eh IM TOO LAZY, MYBE I'LL JUST DELETE THEM. WHAT A WASTE OF TIME. AND..MEMORY..

pakan.random.

i'll just post this:

soo...

my wallpaper. do u know I edited it?
HAHAH.KAMBANG.

looks familiar? Click 2 zoom.

I kiss and tell.

2009-04-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

I know. I know.

Looks like a flamboyant.

Those girls are total bitches,whores.

Excuse my language. I hate ,hate this.

mybe it's not him. majals.

Oh yeah, did you watch american idol just now?

Did you see Adam's performance?
Do you think he's going to make it to the finals?
DUH.

can't find the pics for his performance tonight.

Girls pay attention, listen to:

-tracks of my tears

-mad world

-and his song choice for tonight,dang I can't remember what's the effin name.

I was sooooo totally blown away by his performance. Adam, you are so going to win this. ~~Who wanna bet?~~

=================================================================

YOWZA.
I finally found Adam's tonight performance. I told u he's ~~hot~~.

he looks like a gentleman,wait ..he is!

hot alert! hot aleert!

and here's more pics of him. stop calling me addicted~~screw u,u better shut the hell up~~

betapa ngalihnya aku upload gmbr2nya

yaw inda bagi aku ah.

phew.T.I.R.E.D!
NOW ITS 1.18 AM.

Countdown Timer
Double Elimination Night and David Archuleta's Performance:in 1 day, 11 hours, 18 minutes, 36 seconds
Adam Lambert Performs - Watch AI Streaming Live On This Site!:in 8 days, 10 hours, 18 minutes, 36 seconds
Adam Lambert Wins American Idol:in 66 days, 10 hours, 18 minutes, 36 seconds

dropdeadgorgeous

Hi raff!

I know you're reading this.

Hmm...what to say?

You rule! pakan random.

You're nice!

there's your credit for always comforting me. :)

nahh, i finally did it fatin.

bah chow.

what's the diff between gay and bisexual?

2009-04-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

Someone who identifies as bisexual is emotionally, romantically, sexually and relationally attracted to both men and women, though not necessarily simultaneously; a bisexual person may not be equally attracted to both sexes, and the degree of attraction may vary as sexual identity develops over time.
People who are attracted to both men and women face specific challenges during the coming out process. Unfortunately, misinformation about bisexuality is widespread, and many bisexual people find that when they come out, they must also work to educate those around them about their sexual orientation.

hmm...

KENAPA BANYAK BINI2 PIGANG IA. SHIT!

here comes me.

2009-04-17T05:46:00.000-07:00

my gay partner webcaming with me.

we're hot. definately hawt.

Adam Lambert's Wild "American Idol" Journey

2009-04-16T20:56:00.000-07:00

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¨°º¤ø„¸ ♥Adam♥ ¸„ø¤º°¨
¸„ø¤º°¨ ♥Lambert♥ `°º¤ø„
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LOL,THATS CUTE
Adam Lambert performs the Rolling Stones' "(I Can't Get No) Satisfaction" on February 25

Adam Lambert performs the Rolling Stones' "(I Can't Get No) Satisfaction" on February 26 after making it to the Top 13

Adam Lambert at the "American Idol" Top 13 party on March 5

Adam Lambert poses for the Top 13 portrait session on March 7

Adam Lambert awaits the judges' critiques after his performance of Michael Jackson's "Black or White" on March 10

GOD,SO CUTE =3

Adam Lambert films a Ford music video on March 15

Adam Lambert backstage on March 17

Adam Lambert performs Johnny Cash's "Ring of Fire" on March 17

AWWW...=3

Adam Lambert backstage on March 18

Adam Lambert visits Motown Museum and Hitsville USA in Detroit, Michigan, on March 19

Adam Lambert signs autographs outside Motown Museum on March 19

Adam Lambert backstage on March 25

Adam Lambert performs Smokey Robinson's "Tracks of My Tears" on March 25

Adam Lambert performs Wild Cherry's "Play That Funky Music" on March 31

Adam Lambert performs Journey's "Don't Stop Believin' " on April 1

Adam Lambert performs Tears for Fears' "Mad World" on April 7

Adam Lambert with his baby picture on April 7

Adam Lambert performs Steppenwolf's "Born to Be Wild" on April 14

Adam Lambert attends the "17 Again" premiere on April 14

Adam Lambert performs Hall & Oates' "She's a Maniac" on April 15

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST....

THE CLUE THAT WE ALL HAVE BEEN WAITIN' FOR...

there's another video that I (l) the most..

whoahh..single!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~RAWR!!~~

yes..yes..im am jel~ VERY!!

stevie: my fave band in the whole unviverse is the Jonas Brothers.
*al giggles*
stevie: dont u dare laugh at me!
al:im not!*laughs*

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH THIS PERSON. CLICK TO LISTEN!!!!
100% agreed!!!!

Born to be wild.

2009-04-15T07:10:00.001-07:00

Errgh..I lurve my gay partner,fatin xp. Ahakz(p much?)..and I love him too..oh yeah..adam lambert three :)

so tadi ugama cm biasa periksa boreng sikit, ms was the bomb! P.E. was out of this world, in other word,funnn. We had a great time. And by the word 'we' i meant fatinz and moi :) we were asked to run 3 laps. Kami lari mcm baru keluar dari hospital bahagia(r). We sang the Barbie song along the way and saw thez boyz running like the baywatch begegarz kaliahz ahax. Then,MIB (MAN,I'MBAD) ada test. Shrieks* aku mana ada baca or hafal anything. I totally flunked it. ~~Gerenti tu eh 0%. Oh sheet aku lupa hantar commerce. Oh lets just forget about homework!~~ boh,ninimu ni punya pasal fatin,si nazri ah. So, then english,suprisingly kinda siok cuz we talked about 'bullies'. *sighs* ia mau kami terasa kali. I can't believe that person, I thought she's okay. I, I mean we didnt bully anyone. Eeesh.tuduh2 inda baik kaliah,krng nini fatin inda blikan ko thongs.

Ohkay..,so msa break time aka recess, me and my gay partner danced and rolled uhh..and chased each other like a maniac. Haahh..good times2..OH YEAH,SORY IF SOMEONE TEKANA BEG PENSEL FATIN YNG TERRSANGAT KIUT AKU SENGAJA WAH IATAH.msa sci and these 2 teachers yang terrrsangat baik yng ajar pasal elavator, farts,armpits,people,guys,girls..nda deh..we were taught bout Matter kaliah. Si syafiq ahh,sampat g tu ya kn becali msa d lab.

Then irk, kana suruh hafal. Aku sma fatin semangat hyper berabis.kami hafal semua then kami ke tandas, we became nerds. Then msa atu we went at the back while every1 memorising stuff. J.lo fatin and me jadi nerds sekajap then ada syafiq and haneef popped out of nowhere. Then j.lo felt humiliated and she screamed. Then I was like wth? Then siring ku rupanya muka syafiq. Then aku shout and the guys screamed while running away. Kan fatin? Ahaha.

Then balik,tarus switched on tv liat American Idol. Like usual, I screamed like crazy msa liat Adam Lambert .stylo yawww. Kiut g tu. Sexy g suara nya tu. HAHAHAHA. style nya emo mcm *coughscoughssyafiqcoughs*. HAHAHA.sakit leher ku eh. Okey dokey my peers :)

scream city

2009-04-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

heeshh..si syafiq atu... =_="

syafiq: eh zimah bila ko kan bagi hadiah ku?
me: eh nanti bah masa ko bday.
syafiq:eh lama g tu.
me:tunggu ja bah.inda sabar.
syafiq:apa ko mau hadiah mu?
me: *thinking* kereta ferrari sama gula2. boleh?
syafiq: ok tu.

in case ure wondering what gift is he eagering to have,be happy to ask me.

hint:

sooo..
tadi masa ugama, eh mls ku kan gtau in detail karang ke dapatan.
moving on to ms...

blablabalalallalalalaa

random.

ane c syafiq ne:

ane c fatin:

c fil:

ane si zirah:

aku apa ah:
EW

ani sofiyah:

ani nazirah pakai kcamata ah:

ani tati:

and ani amal:

ani nina:

ani ziqah:

okey. jobless ku ne

bababaaiiaiaiai..love yah :)

mistaken identity. i hope.

2009-04-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

erghhhh! Could it be real????

No, I doubt it all!

Marks a spot in history.

2009-04-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today's the day, I got my new laptop.
Today's the day my mum got spa treatment in our house.
Today's the day that someone got a first BF.
Today's the first day, I walked around the Mall by myself.

Im a wittle wittle girl and I love being wittle.

my favourite videos of ADAM LAMBERT

2009-04-09T16:46:00.000-07:00

shit it if he's actually gay.

aww..cute.

hawttt...

msa umurnya 22 wei. =3Adam Lambert Top 10 Confessional

audition nyaAmerican Idol: Ellen Degeneres Passions on Adam Lambert

enjoy .

When there was me and you.

2009-04-09T06:40:00.001-07:00

Heylo!

Everyone's talking about it? Not that I think anyone would care. There's a big misunderstanding between miss j.lo and mels. I think I can recall what happened. Like any other typical catfights, it ended in tears. ~~Akuindamaumenyampukpulangtuah.~~ Mula2, j.lo otw buang sampah, I heard she said something about everyone's hating her. Then, the guys were like playing football I think. And the ball hit her. She boo-hooed and went to the toilet. ~~Then, everything was settled.xsen ku.~~ then,blablablabla. I don't really know who's to blame and why. HAHA. Ok,ok. So, aku malas masuk campur Dua equals 3.

just now, I watched American Idol. Whoah,addicted much? No lah. Elimination day kaliah. The apple didnt fall far from the tree, cuz' my mum fave contestant, Scott was voted out. I think Adam Lambert(majal) did the best, standing ovation from the judges. Overall, it was purrrfect . Heees.
Msa sci,no teacher, me and the 'baby gurlz'(esehman,poklenz kaliahz ahz.) playing2 and masuk in our clubhouse. Micky mouse clubhouse to be more precise.
.syafiqz mikin panatz. Mikin Evilz nya atu. And haneef,woahhh,english nya baie bagus banget(y). Pa lagi ah? Oh yeah,c amirulz punya bday today. And no way, im not gonna greet u,awu sen ku wh. And i wanna say something to Syaza,qilah,mel,j.lo and ppl yng terasa involved; cheer up with cherry on top kroak like the toad that hops on your boat. Paan? Out~

P.s. Shiz meiz,joyz and fatinz, tommorow my mum said i need to go 2 tuition masa pagi. So, I dont know if u cn come to my place. Will discuss more tommorow. :) ahakz.

Gives you, I mean her the Hell.

2009-04-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

Kris Allen said;

boat guy(?): HEY, YOU'RE FROM AMERICAN IDOL RIGHTTT?
kris allen:umm..yeah..
boat guy: oh..tell Adam I said HI.
kris allen:oohhkayy=,="

Wow, what made my day was watching Adam Lambert on the American Idol's stage. What pisses me off is I can't download his songs except using iTunes which we must pay $ to get the songs. ~~Fuck.~~ Okayyy...pa lagi ah? Oh yeah, just now I cried like seriously shouting cuz' my dad switched off the tele while I was still watching American Idol. But then few hours later, ada lagi. REPLAY! Wohoo! My heart's like meltinggg brabisly..like his voice is like so hawttt and unique. and SIMON COWELL PUN PUJI KALIAH .WOHOO. OH yeah, i need to hafalkanmemorise the surah2 whatsoever for tommorow or I'll....
P.s.post the pics when im not bz. And i still doubt AL is gay...
Currently listening 2: u've found me by the fray :)

ADAM LAMBERT'S STRAIGHT!

2009-04-06T02:43:00.001-07:00

GOD! Adam Lambert is absolutely NOT GAY. He's not! He's not! Xinvinity. I saw the pics and im telling you, he's not gay. I saw the french kissing stuff and the make-ups, its not him! DO A LITTLE RESEARCH ON HIS APPEARANCE WILL YOU? ~~Booyah!~~ Aku manang. Kamu ~~kalah~~.
Muahahahaha.
P.s.I'LL POST THE PICS LATER! :)
p.p.s. SPAM TAH BLOG KU! :)

You are the fuckest person ever.

2009-04-05T03:21:00.001-07:00

I hit the showers after watching 'absolutely, maybe'. It was a movie to watch. It got me thinking, I need a person,a boy,to be with. I don't care if I'm too young or what-so-ever. I need somebody. Right here. Right now. A person to cry and talk with. Not a person I met by IM-ing. I want him for real. I want him to accept me for who I am. I want to see him everyday,walk and talk with him 7 days a week. I want ~~Adam Lambert~~. I want to be 27. I want to go to USA again. I want him. What am I kidding? I'm only 13. And I know I'm going to hell sooner or later. But I hope not and I don't want to. I don't think my request is possible. I wanna kiss him, hug him and hold his warm hands. I wanna be with him. Whoever he may be.

true characters will reveal in a time of crisis.

2009-04-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

Do you know who's that? He's my husband, my boyfriend. my crush. Im engaged with him. He is Adam Lambert.

Im just uknow posting my husband's pictures cuz im ~~jobless~~.
and im addicted to American Idol.

my boyfriend is so hawt..right?

rockstar chic or slick & sexy?

im not in love with S%S%%% anymore.

bye

No fear, ultrazimman is here!

2009-04-02T03:35:00.001-07:00

Hazimah: im mad!

Fiqah: Im mad too.

Hazimah: why are you mad?

Fiqah: i cant see my forehead!

Tadi wh si nazri ah mau cari pasal ah, ia mau liat aku marah. Baie kali. HAHA. Moving on..then, tadi msa PE kami learnt how to make a long jump. Siok,pasal fatinfiqah sama aku tegugur, gugur ,gugur and gugur.HAHA. And then so on..msa science, cher nda . So kami bored then told stupid unlogic jokes and talked about boobs" (.)(.) " are made for walking. whoah begagar! Eh pinyak tu tits nya. Kampis tarus mcm tyre yng pancit.
c Nad cerita pasal bf nya yng sekarang ini berada di Jepun,eh bukannya ia bekeraja d the mall ka? Cna buleh tu,bukannya urang pikir ia mati,paspot expire jua udah tu=_='

hmm.aku sma fatinfiqah inda branti ketawa sampai balik kami racing sapa dulu smpai kereta. And tdi bju nya tekapit pintu and ia mcm ,"aaah!" . HAHA.Mcm tenampak jelama saja. Hyper wh kami hari ani. Ketawa smpai ke lantai.HAHAHAHA.

There can be miracles if you believe..(I do believe but nothing aint happening)

2009-04-01T03:49:00.001-07:00

I heart DAVID ARCHULETA(l)

I heart ADAM LAMBERT. (y)

I heart S%S%. Toink. Toink.

I heart ADAM LAMBERT ~~AGAIN~~.

I heart that actor from ~~Dukes of Hazzard.~~

Guys can be such a ~~jerk.~~

But I (l) all of them stated above! =3